How does it feel being caught in the center between two guys who love you alot?
How does it feel having to pick one of them, despite knowing that both are like brothers to each other?
How does it feel having to break someone's heart?
How does it feel having to disappoint the person whom you choose?
How does it really feel to be in love?

I've been in doubts, for the pass few days. Having to hurt someone, and that someone asking you again why did you pick someone else despite knowing that he have been waiting for you for a very long time. Maybe all this is just fate. Yes, fate. Its all in god's hand. I can't deny that. Having to have someone loving you is a blessing, yet, having to know that you have broken someone's heart. Gosh, I'm sucha bitch. Gosh. Please forgive me. For having to pick, your own good friend, like a brother to you. Very sorry. And yes, thank you to my weird guy, for everything.

Been watching Grey's Anatomy, a very good doctor show. Rented the cd and watch the first 4 episodes of the season 1. There's more than 3 season, so gna watch it slowly. School's reopening, and I haven't done any homework. Should I skip first day of school? Hahah. Not going for torch relay tmr, Lp's not going, plus I'm lazy to run. Heh.

Had exco meeting yesterday about teachers' day. Did the timeline, and obviously, my whole july and aug will be packed. Gosh. I can't wait for 8 and 9 august! Kak Fizah's wedding, and more importantly, my weird guy is coming. Teehee :D Hopefully Hafiz comes, coz its been awhile since I saw him. Hahah.. Okay, nothing much to talked about now.

Adios amigos senorita. I'm in love.! :D